Right now I don't know how to cope with what's transpiring in our country-----without alcohol.
I don't know how much of an alcoholic I am, because three nights over the past week I've drunk only one standard drink, except for last night when I drank 1 1/2 then poured the rest down the drain.
Other days I'll drink a bunch.
As long as I don't drive----which is why I gave my car keys to my daughter.
I live in bed 20+ hours a day, for the past 19 years, thanks to ME/CFS. I can't... just sit here marinating in this overwhelming stress and anxiety.
I Need Booze until I adjust.....
